I hate what i'm going through!

I hate it when my parents are out in their WHATEVER temple function... Which religion demands their devotees to start praying at 8pm in the evening and end at 2-3am on a weekly basis... What's worse, for the past week, my mum, dad and my sisters who have to wake up at 5.30am in the early morning for school or to work are attending the "stupid... well, ok, sorry if i offend the religion.. But it's a really stupid temple "emergency" meeting or function they claim... This is a serious thing.... It's ruining my family, it's ruining me.. I don't need a mum who compromises to what i want and give me my pocket money every month... I need a FAMILY!! I need a nomal family! Not one family that i come home everyday just seeing just my granny! C'mon, that's not what i call a family.... Yes, if you're asking is your mum and dad home now? let me tell you, they're not! They're happily serving their "God" who is Ruining my Family... Talk about my dad falling sick and stuff..... I think an Idiot would also know that if you were to sleep for less then 3 hours everyday, you are bound to get sick! Guess what??? My superstitious mother continues to go back to the "tang kee" or chinese Bomoh to seek for medication and brew their wadeva medicine they claim that would help them! Please... Personally, i feel that it's nonsense! Complete nonsense!!!!!
Seriously, i don't like this and i've been keeping it with me for God knows how many years! Yes, i told my aunt about this... But how much can she help....! The decision is still up to my superstitious parents who are currently busy with some "emergency" case!!! C'mon! MUMMY, DADDY, GET A LIFE!!! You're straining our relationship... You are making me disappointed!
It's either they trust me too much or they just can't be bothered... SOmetimes what i need is just to be able to see you!!
Sorry if my entry today is too LOUD and DISTURBING... i'm just pouring out my emotions... Now i feel better...
Other then that, it was all long week for me.. Lotsa events that i have to handle, lotsa things to learn. Been enjoying myself alot in the Club, but i guess the only thing that's holding me back is really my family. I miss the time before... I mean it, i really miss it alot.
Signing off now, Ciaos:(