RENEWAL

I'm always talking about RENEWING my life, but am i ready to do that?

There are so many things i wish to do now....

1. Find my life back in God...
2. Get into Air Force..."Pilot"
3. Learn Scuba Diving
   
4. Love and appreciate every single person around me
5. Learn my wines well so as to excel in my job as a sommelier
   

*except for point 1 and 2, the rest are not ranked in any order of sequence.

So who is gonna help me fulfill all my wish?
If God loves me, can he hear my inner cries?
I wanna get out of this well i've fallen into.... where's the Joel i once knew?
Am i just too Worldly now or is it because i just can't be bothered...

I Miss You....
"S", i hope one day you'll read this entry and know how am i feeling now...